One problem after the next
Why can’t you leave me alone?
Is it because I’m happy?
And you can’t stand to see the smile on my face
Does it make you mad that I forgot about you?
Leaving you behind like your nothing
You are nothing, nothing to me
I never make big mistakes
Well, apart from you
But I don’t make the same mistake twice
I closed this door, slammed it in your face
Just like you closed a door, slammed it on my fingers
So I had to hold on, heard all you’re whispering behind the door
Knew what 4 letter word was hidden under a frequent 4 letter word
Hate and love they ran the same path both hit me hard
If you loved me you wouldn’t have done what you did
My conclusion is you hate me
And I learnt to hate you
So why do you knock on the door?
I closed it and told you to never come back
But I hear you knocking whispering “let me in”
A moment of weakness my hand nearly touched the door knob
But images of pain and emotions I wish to no longer to feel
That’s what keeps me on this side and you out there
Is it cold?
Does the frost bite your neck?
Do the snow covered wolfs howl to hunt?
Hunt for your blood
The next knock I wish to hear
Is from some one grieving over you
I’m moving on
Doing the impossible
Forgetting about you
So let me rest in peace, you owe me that much
The love I have for you is no longer there
So just walk away
My heart is in some one else’s hands
Despite your intensions, whatever they may be
This chest that beats beats far from you
Beats far as possible from you
I hope you sleep easy knowing how you made me feel
Tearing my brother against me did it make you feel good?
Knowing I nearly killed myself did it make you feel good?
Having me in the palm of your hand begging for more pain
Did it make you feel good?
You told me you had no right, no right to be alive
You told me after what you did you should have been banished
Your still here, your still alive, do you not feel remorse like you said you did?
If you should tell me you’re sorry
If you should tell me you wish you where dead
I will look at you with an icy stare
Warming up every second
Till flames take my eyes
I will agree
I’ll pass the knife
Or pull the trigger
I will give you the choice
I owe that much
Don’t ever knock on my door
My heart is with some one else now
You don’t belong in my life
Just leave